What do you do
When your mind is not a safe place

Trust--- Scary as fuck

What...self-centred because how else can you do it. Scared to be otherwise. Getting hurt is part of the process, I am quick to say. BUT! its so alien to see someone you want want someone else. It never really feels like something a person can get used to. A Shocking, intimate, real, -personal- realization that you are NOT the hero, the protagonist, whatever. There is no other way to put it. When you love someone that doesn't love you.