Saturday, August 23, 2008

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thats how im feeling.

Friday, August 22, 2008

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I like smelly smart people

Wait. Thats not what I meant.
I think I'm trying to say that I like people who are warm and friendly
to anyone, and never mocking or cruel. I like when people dont take
fashion too seriously. I like when someone looks strange and
unassuming and not typically beautiful. They can even smell funny. I
like this because these people tend to be kind, curious, funny,
comfortable with themselves, and non-judgemental.

Yeah.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

I'm hungry, hungover
You're an angel
I'm comin' over
But please don't laugh, don't say that it's okay
You're a plane crash
Blister, fever
You're a liar, a believer
But please don't laugh, don't say that it's okay

I cut your name from your mother's heart
I won't be late and i won't be caught
I try not to be someone to love
Didn't mean to bleed, but it's so damn tough
I played your heart, but i broke two strings
Jesus christ you're a lovely thing

Please remember to regret it
Don't be sorry, just forget it
And please don't laugh if i can't say your name
You're a plane crash with a pipedream
Ruby tuesday with a broke wing
And please don't cry
Like buildings in america

I cut your name from your mother's heart
I won't be late and i won't be caught
I try not to be someone to love
Didn't mean to bleed but it's so damn tough
I played your heart but i broke two strings
Jesus christ you're a lovely thing

I messed it up
I blew a kiss
And caught your breath
To see you ?

I cut your name from your mother's heart
I won't be late and i won't be caught
I'll try not to be someone to love
I didn't mean to bleed. it's so damn tough
I played your heart but i broke two strings
Jesus christ you're a lovely thing
Jesus christ you're a lovely thing

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

1 Mango
2 Bananas
A handful of grapes
1 cup milk
1 cup peach-flavoured yogurt
I square semi-sweet baker's chocolate
2 tbsp Sugar

My Smoothie concoction today. Its pretty good! I love experimenting with food. Smoothies are PERFECT for just throwing shit together and trying stuff out.
You are a lightning bolt. an explosion. I have no idea what to think of you. I cant predict you. I dont "get" you. sometimes, i am in shock at how well you read me. Other times, you are off. I think Im the same way at reading you. you turn me on. sexually. You turn me on in a lot of other ways too. I want to play coy with you. I want to hide a bit and tease you for once. I want to play your fucking game. I want to be bad. I dont feel safe around you, and I like it. I dont fucking know. Just let me keep seeing you. you know you want me.

Monday, August 18, 2008

When someone wants to show you something, like a picture or a song or a story or poem or whatever, and you KNOW it matters a lot to them, its such a wierd feeling when you consume it. How does that person love for it affect how YOU see it? They are soo anxious and vulnerable, bringing forth something they care about, wanting you to care about it too, and deathly scared of the world in your head and how it will react to something in the world of that person's head. anyway, cool stuff.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Blargh

Sit back and let shit happen

Worry Less

If you like where its going, go with the flow.

Give in

let go

Think Less

Therefore Worry less.

Relax.

Thank you for giving me the chance to try out these new things.
I
the girl next to me at the airport was reading a book. I knew her life
was a story I wasnt in a position to learn about, so I just wrote down
the name of the book. I'm becoming better at seeing how everything and
everyone around me is beautiful and inspiring and complex.