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Do you ever get the impulse to encapsulate an epiphany you've had?

I wanna build a monument when I feel that way. something that lasts
until long after I've forgotten the feeling. the idea, the sentiment,
the clairity.

of course I have my monuments. my encapsulated versions of myself
where I found something worth keeping.

for example, this post is a monument to the realizationzdrxx

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I'm not saying that it's wrong
I'm not saying that it's right
you drew a line in the sand
and now I'm out of you're life

I'd be lying if I said it didn't hurt sometimes
but musicians only advocate their side
still I'm wondering if I saw you try
cause god knows we all saw me try

I've got some selfish pain that I can't hide
goodbye

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It's true somebody said it
maybe better than me

but they weren't standing here
and they weren't me

and if you need to ask the question
you need to say hello

cause there's nothing more boring
than those who claim to know

to ask a nervous question
like "what do you think of me?"

to face an uncertain future
and say "what could you be?"

the fear that isn't fear
you feel when you are shaking

it's when you've found something
it's hidden in what we're making

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I used to work on handling it better

when I should have been killing it

you can't reach into your pocket

if you ripped out the seam

don't give up on giving up
sometimes it's the best way to make it

please Jesse

I love you but you've got to let yourself be

don't be ashamed, just be