Its tragic that its easier to be negative than positive. its beautiful
that being positive leads you to a nicer place. Its scary that
sincerety makes you vulnerable. Its soothing that sincerety is what
people secretly crave. Its awesome that you know what I mean when I
talked about how I felt. Its funny that I assume you must then come to
the same conclusions as me. Its great that you could make it here, but
its tragic that you are drunk. Its sad that I cant go three days
without talking to you, but I guess its a kind of fulfilling dependancy.

Checking out The National,Liars, Battles, and a bunch of other bands right now. Man, i live for this whole "new music" thing. I think i listen to my ipod on shuffle for about 6 hrs a day, and there are still songs ive never heard before on there!

Im sort of overcome by this videoThe piano is the percussion, in a super awesome way :)

Who are the you you are? Which you makes you fell more like yourself?
Does this you make you embarassed and ashamed when you lie in bed and
slide out of this you? Are you envious of one of your yous? Do you try
so hard to become a you that you forget you are full of different
people, all irreplaceably and irrevokeably as you as you will ever be.
Do you ever ask a question wishing it was asked of you? Does "doing
unto others as they would do unto you" even make any sense? Are the
socially functioning people insenciere? Are the outcasts true to
themselves? Are the socially functioning ones enlightened? Are the
outcasts unaware of something monumental? When did the word "please"
stop requiring a question mark! Am I keeping you interested? Will any
of this be answered? Stay tuned!?

How would you introduce yourself to yourself if you and your Self
could meet? People who spend time alone arent alone, really. There's
always someone else inside your head to talk to.

Im sorry but this will be a long night
Im sorry but ive said it before
i dont know what im talking about
YOU are what im talking about
im going to play music everywhere
i will never stop doing this
if I dont do it like this i am sure I will go crazy
and become a hobo for life.

Colourbook got me goin crazy.
I want that soo bad.
fuck that im getting it.
you know I will.
I KNOW I WILL.
im listening to them right now.
why dont we sound like that?
we sound fine.
chill.
relax.
TIME
give it some.

DONT EVER STOP EVER EVER ERVERVEVVREVVRVERVEVRVERER

FOR FUCKING REALS

FOLLOW MUSIC FOR EVER EVER EVER
FUCK ANYTHING ELSE

Its ok that Im overwhelmed.

BUT FUCK!

am I supposed to feel like there is too much all the time everywhere forever?