FUCK YOU RELATIVISM!
The subjectivity of everything may be factual, but it can depress, too.
I want meaning! WHAT DOES THAT MEAN!
hahahahahahhaha!
yeah.
do you see what it is now?
Its nothing.
I feel like life is meaningful when you Get It when I freak out all over you and your mind.
I feel like life is meaningful when I dont have to apologize to myself. EVER.
Fucking high on life. Except its more like Manic freaking out on life. Also, im listening to the new TV on the Radio album presently. and yeah. Thinking about it all. and how it fits. and how much there is.
"there is so much space on this earth full of whatever you're looking for"
OK, but that makes it hard to even look.
IF its all there, just waiting for you, how can you even figure out what to do?
What if the answer to every question you ever asked was YES, and you knew this? HOW COULD YOU EVEN be? Love.
Love.
LOVLEOVLEOVLOELVOLVOELVLVELOLVOVLEOVELOVELOEVLVEOLVEOLVEOVLEVL
Love. Evolve. Evolve Love.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Friday, October 3, 2008
"I feel alive"
"Why's that?"
"I can't explain"
"Why not?"
"It's not something I might be able to explain properly. It's like, imagine you just saw a really great movie, but it was a strange movie also. The characters weren't easy to understand right away. Each scene taught me something about them, but it wasn't as simple as them staring at the camera and giving tired one-liners. Things like subtlety of language, things like body language, and most importantly, their faces- the way each facial feature coupled with their eyes seemed to hint at so much of their emotions- they all show so much and yet still give you space to feel connected to the characters by learning about them."
"Yeah, I think I know what you mean, but the people I know in real life are like that! People aren't like Tobey Maguire in the Spiderman movies or the countless lead characters in cookie-cutter romantic comedies- they are complex people. Sometimes they wish they had said something differently, they don't always know what's right to do or what they truly want. So why do these movies mean so much to you?"
"Music. When you combine all that- depth of emotion and sincerity- with a certain kind of music, it does something amazing that I can't explain. It's like when you are at home listening to music, and one song triggers something in your head, and you get a moment of clarity about some emotional thing you have been thinking about. That's why I feel like that, and that's why those movies do that."
"Why's that?"
"I can't explain"
"Why not?"
"It's not something I might be able to explain properly. It's like, imagine you just saw a really great movie, but it was a strange movie also. The characters weren't easy to understand right away. Each scene taught me something about them, but it wasn't as simple as them staring at the camera and giving tired one-liners. Things like subtlety of language, things like body language, and most importantly, their faces- the way each facial feature coupled with their eyes seemed to hint at so much of their emotions- they all show so much and yet still give you space to feel connected to the characters by learning about them."
"Yeah, I think I know what you mean, but the people I know in real life are like that! People aren't like Tobey Maguire in the Spiderman movies or the countless lead characters in cookie-cutter romantic comedies- they are complex people. Sometimes they wish they had said something differently, they don't always know what's right to do or what they truly want. So why do these movies mean so much to you?"
"Music. When you combine all that- depth of emotion and sincerity- with a certain kind of music, it does something amazing that I can't explain. It's like when you are at home listening to music, and one song triggers something in your head, and you get a moment of clarity about some emotional thing you have been thinking about. That's why I feel like that, and that's why those movies do that."
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Had a good day today. Went swimming! havent gone swimming in a public pool in a while. The river is still better.
Im trying to get all my friends to vote. Im trying to be less of a douchebag. Im trying to accept my intensity. I dont want to feel bad for wanting it. So i wont! there! I dont want to hurt anyone, but i cant be fully aware all the time. I want to be loved. Anyone else?
Im trying to get all my friends to vote. Im trying to be less of a douchebag. Im trying to accept my intensity. I dont want to feel bad for wanting it. So i wont! there! I dont want to hurt anyone, but i cant be fully aware all the time. I want to be loved. Anyone else?
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