Saturday, December 6, 2008

I was playing piano on Bashu's keyboard while sitting at the computer, and when someone messaged me, I accidentally tried to type on the musical keyboard!!
random

Friday, December 5, 2008

Whats a useful way to get rid of anger?

I can get worked up something fierce sometimes.

yeah.

Also,

hmm.

Im working now!


Goals:

Microphones, notepads, computers, loop pedals, smiles, and ideas.

Nah, more!

more than that, I want soo much from everyone. I get more than most, and I want more. I want to be surprised. I want to be caught up in something. I want to WIN. I want to be heard. I dont want to have to take anyone's shit. EVER. I want to fantasize out loud, in the hopes that it might just come true by telling people about it. I want respect. I want to be proud of things I do. I want to smile more. I smile now, though. Its not hopeless. I just get caught up in nostalgia sometimes. I think I may be a romantic, and I'm caught up in things that make me happy and hurt me.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Compare the importance of expressing yourself for yourself with the importance of being understood.

its like, ok, ive written a song or something. I play it, and I like the way it sounds. ive satisfied my personal needs now. but what compels me to play it for people, talk about it, put it online etc?

funny thing about expression for me, its like I need to show it to people. Like i dont fully understand my expression, so I put it out in public so people can see. maybe they can help me understand it.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Had a good conversation on the bus today, Thanks, seth!
Did you know that I love love love Sergio Leone? His movies connect with me on a level I really like feeling. I'm watching "Once Upon A Time in the West" with commentary for the first time.

Yeah!

if you want the movie, i can lend it to you.

:)

Monday, December 1, 2008

This is fuckin hilarious! and they are from BC too.