Saturday, February 7, 2009

Top 10 things to "get" me

1. Surviving Desire by Hal Heartly

2. Once Upon a Time in the West by Sergio Leone

3. Jailbird by Kurt Vonnegut

4. The Perks of Being a Wallflower

5. Free Culture by Lawerence Lessig

6. F#A# Infinity by Godspeed you! Black Emperor

7. Chrono Trigger, by Squaresoft

8. The Decemberists

9. www.yesbutwhatdoesitmean.blogspot.com

10. an earnest and committed desire to understand me, you, those you love, art, everyone, everything

Friday, February 6, 2009

There are worse things to be obsessed with than romance.

There are worse things to be addicted to than Love(being wanted).

I humbly state this.

Buddhists seem uncaring to me.

What would a Buddhist sing about?

All pain is desire.
So in order to fully experience the joy of having a desire fulfilled, you must be prepared for equal and opposite pain.

If stated in an interesting way, these thoughts could sustain me.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Beauty can not be taken.

Beauty can not be kept, held on to.

REAL Beauty is something you never posses.
you never feel safe around. you never understand.

I'm scared shitless, obsessing instead of acting.
I'm scared of what my actions could do.

Really, its more that words don't work for what % of our human experience

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

I look at the world all around me

I spit in the face of your idols

While paying the bills of the king.

and he wont even tell you his name.

Ive never said never before
and Ill never say never again


and before you tell me im crazy,

Monday, February 2, 2009



And baby

I know you think you need sincerity

But do you even know what that word means

In terms of you and me

Cause if sincerity

Means making what you feel what you feel what you be

Then if you really want to feel free

Let your feelings float into the sea

Let you mind be changing

Like the wind

Cause when you act what you know but you don't know what you know

You know you'll never win


Let your feelings float into the sea
Let you mind be changing
Like the wind
Cause when you act what you know but you don't know what you know
You know you'll never win


I know it makes you feel a little vulnerable
To ask the question: why does it make you feel?
But wondering baby, wondering is wonderful
and when you're sitting, wondering, you're beautiful.