Wednesday, October 21, 2009

hey cool kids

please dont overlook us

we dont look as happy

and we arent as easy to love

but please dont overlook us

hey cool kids

we know how it feels

and when your nice faces say the words about the times it felt like that

and how it seperates you guys in a nice way

well, we feel that too

we just cant put on the nice face and say it like you.

so, cool kids,

please dont overlook us

we have so much in common!

Monday, October 19, 2009

ive got so many questions

like

why did you stop talking to me when I stopped talking to you?

didnt you know that I only stopped initiating the conversation because I wanted YOU to come to ME?

and what does it mean that you wouldnt come to me if I stopped coming to you?

where does motivation come from? what affects it? what kind of people motivate me?

what kind of people take away my motivation? which kind am I to you?

where do moods come from? why do bad moods come at the least convienient times?

why am I happy when being sad makes more sense?

why am I sad when being happy would make things go so much more smoothly?

why arent I more productive?

why am I capable of imagining intense, dramatic, nervous energy-creating experiences?