the whole idea that you just deserve it is fucked up.
there is a very selfish side to being in love, or wishing you were.
we all live in our own heads, it makes us predispositioned to be selfish when it comes to love I guess. To be honest, Id just like to find someone who enjoys themselves and what they do, and if I found myself admiring that person for who they are, separate from me, that would be half of what would be a happy ending.

as for the other half, well I just gotta stop thinking I automatically deserve it. I heard somewhere doing that was fucked up.

"Police officers then reported back to their dispatch to say they were in the process of shutting the event down, but that they were letting the band finish their song first, because, (directly quoted from the officer): 'This band is sick.'"

-what happened at a Place to Bury Strangers show .
Sick!