*Im drunk right now*

*im also listening to The Glow Pt 2 by The Microphones"

I havent been drunk in months

I feel connected to something, like its easier to express that connection right now. Ive got this friend who writes cool guitar stuff. And today I took something I wrote in my blog a while back and just started singing while he was playing. and it worked, and it was so amazing and effortless. Life is good. I love you! I shouldnt feel ashamed to say it. I love you I love you I love you. I feel great! I feel great and I love you! and everything is just fine and I love you. you dont need to be scared. im over here, at a different place. and in my place, im saying I love you. I love you and I like where I am. I love you and im happy with how I am right now. I love you and I am safe and comfortable. Im not saying "Iloveyoudoyoulovemeandbythewaydoyouwannatotallybecommittedforever"

im just saying that I feel happy, and I see a kind of sacredness in the time we had. the time we had is a beautiful and good thing, and I dont need to be ashamed to say I think about it and it matters to me and I love that it happened. and my life is better for it and everything in the universe is beautiful, and when I was with you I saw a little more of the beauty. Being with you connected me to the beauty I see in you and everything. So, when I say "I love you" im really saying "Thank you!!!" with a big goofy smile. Im smiling because THANK YOU, not because HEYWHATABOUTTHEFUTUREYOUBETTERSTRESSABOUTTHINSNOW.


Just enjoy how it feels as you feel it, and be real about how it felt. It probably looks like Im asking for more, but right here right now im saying that in this moment I dont need anything more than that. Honest. Wheeee

Oh man

You know I

I just

I really just

I JUST LIKE HOW YOUR HEAD FITS
ON MY SHOULDER


Oh golly

I mean I

I just

I really Just

I JUST LIKE HOW MY ARM FITS IN YOUR LAP
WHEN YOUR HEAD FITS ON MY SHOULDER

well what I mean is

im not trying to

I just

well you know

ahh fuck it

I JUST LIKE HOW MY HEAD FITS
ON YOUR HEAD WHEN MY ARM IS
IN YOUR LAP AND MY HEAD IS
ON YOUR SHOULDER

Thats all!

Oh baby oh darlin
I cant stay with you here

I cant stand being with you
I cant stand all this fear


Afraid of your words Afraid of my words
Afraid they'll be misconstrued

Afraid of knee jerk reactions
It all depends on your mood


I said I loved you, And I would love you
for the rest of my life

but I think Im starting to see
that thats a very long time


But I still love you, my heart still needs you
and it will never let you go

its just my mind and my body
they're getting dragged down below


Under my words, Under your words
Under everything at once

my body knows that it needs you
but I dont like what it wants


It wants a new thing, it wants a fun thing
It wants a place to explore

It wants to kiss a pair of lips
That it has never kissed before


Now im a bastard, im an an asshole
but not because of what I want

Its cause I have to be honest
Its cause I have to be blunt


Im just a young boy, just a wanderer
without a sense of respect

Im going to walk away tomorrow
And thats a sensible bet