delightfully unsure, and yet still trying to be aware of how people are affected,

probably addicted to that sense of not knowing how it will turn out

really just in love with the ability to experience whatever you desire

wanting the freedom, wanting fate and serendipity to take hold and give me gifts

gifts of random late night beat poetry set to the drums and claps of DUMDUM DUM

gifts of insight, gifts of insight, gifts of surprise, and of wonder

gifts of being surprised to learn something new and amazing from a bad situation

gifts of being shown you were wrong, gifts of being shown new ways to excite you

gifts of things you CANT EXPECT, things your mind and heart cant prepare you for

things that I couldn't possibly predict or write about,

things I can barely describe, even in retrospect

THANK YOU LIFE

THANK YOU for showing me new and wonderful things.

And thank you in advance for showing me new beautiful and amazing things

things I would never have known I desired- until it came along.