Its too red, its too much more than less than the most of before. Colours and happy and smile now please? and car rides when you were younger and lyrics that JUST FIT. THEY JUST FIT OK? I hear how they fit and I feel like I know what its like to make them fit, I feel like it was me that pieced them together. I feel like I was in the room writing them, but Ive never heard them. That feeling like you knew them before you heard them. Someday Ill be able to write those, not just feel like ive already been doing it. Ill keep trying. and... Ive got soo much left to do and see and experience and love and smile and kiss and run and scream and giggle in my strange little way and where did the negative come from?