Checking out The National,Liars, Battles, and a bunch of other bands right now. Man, i live for this whole "new music" thing. I think i listen to my ipod on shuffle for about 6 hrs a day, and there are still songs ive never heard before on there!

Im sort of overcome by this videoThe piano is the percussion, in a super awesome way :)

Who are the you you are? Which you makes you fell more like yourself?
Does this you make you embarassed and ashamed when you lie in bed and
slide out of this you? Are you envious of one of your yous? Do you try
so hard to become a you that you forget you are full of different
people, all irreplaceably and irrevokeably as you as you will ever be.
Do you ever ask a question wishing it was asked of you? Does "doing
unto others as they would do unto you" even make any sense? Are the
socially functioning people insenciere? Are the outcasts true to
themselves? Are the socially functioning ones enlightened? Are the
outcasts unaware of something monumental? When did the word "please"
stop requiring a question mark! Am I keeping you interested? Will any
of this be answered? Stay tuned!?

How would you introduce yourself to yourself if you and your Self
could meet? People who spend time alone arent alone, really. There's
always someone else inside your head to talk to.

Im sorry but this will be a long night
Im sorry but ive said it before
i dont know what im talking about
YOU are what im talking about
im going to play music everywhere
i will never stop doing this
if I dont do it like this i am sure I will go crazy
and become a hobo for life.

Colourbook got me goin crazy.
I want that soo bad.
fuck that im getting it.
you know I will.
I KNOW I WILL.
im listening to them right now.
why dont we sound like that?
we sound fine.
chill.
relax.
TIME
give it some.

DONT EVER STOP EVER EVER ERVERVEVVREVVRVERVEVRVERER

FOR FUCKING REALS

FOLLOW MUSIC FOR EVER EVER EVER
FUCK ANYTHING ELSE

Its ok that Im overwhelmed.

BUT FUCK!

am I supposed to feel like there is too much all the time everywhere forever?

Every now and then a really pretty, happy, non-cheezy, totally smiley song comes along that can make you dance and sing no matter what mood you are in.

"Happiness" by Goldfrapp did it for me today :)
Incidentally, im going to be recording with the DC tomorrow!!

This weekend, I will be Back.
go figger on that one.
gunna be a crazy weekend!

I don't sleep much because I want more time away from work.

Four chords

Four chords
Four which you gave me
Which you heard.
One more time than before is all it takes
I wanna scream until I sing
And sing until I die
And die until i live
Live until I cannot see
Those damn chords enslave me
And I smile and grin and laugh and explode.

Fuck Dead Blogs!
Fuck EM!

Ive been browsing all these dead blogs, and Im thinking,

What the hell? you are cool! im curious about you! you posted once a coupla months ago and never did it again? aww...

I figured doing Katimavik would help me get to that point where I feel like life sorta "sinks in".
although I cant say for sure, I think im feeling something like this now. I think I know what I want to do. I cant for the life of me figure out what that is specifically, but I think a lot of the mental and emotional aspects of finding your path are working out for me, better than ever before maybe.

GOOD MOOD!

I CAUGHT YOU!

smiles and similes.
laughs for me! laughs for you!
its the kind of happy due to knowledge, not ignorance. a sublime feeling that you get from facing life instead of running from it. Im such a teenager sometimes, my swingy mood. Is it melodrama when you genuinely mean it? Probably BUT STILL.

I would rather help those who want than those who need. Those who need
but do not want do not have the will to change. Those who want but do
not need once did need, but through their own will came to a place
where need haunted them no more. To continue to want at that point is
not selfish; it is merely what comes naturally to those who spend
their lives looking for joy and peace and understanding. A true need
has nothing to do with your will, it is only conceded with your means
and your circumstances. Therefore a true want is not a selfish thing,
in fact to want in this sense is to desire life- to do what you can to
acheive what brings you joy and pease and love and understanding

Decemberists video

this video is sort of a culmination of fanservice happy awesomeness about the Decemberists.. so if its your thing, enjoy.

When I heard that song
I checked the date
If It was last month
Then how, HOW
Did it reminisce so well
This life, that story?

im delving into They Might be Giants. I honestly may not like what I find, but I must check, lol.
Also, i will be home soon.

Ok so ive got a few new songs now, all ready to go. which is pretty cool. Im also attempting to get a tan this weekend :)

So, heres a haiku.

A darker jesse
Like, with a tan, so to speak
would be hella cool

T Shirt Idea:




If you can read this
Im wearing this shirt

So im in the process of rebuilding my music library. Its sort of, liberating and scary at the same time. its like, I get the chance to re-evaluate what music im interested in, which is cool. Still, sucks, losing my music, tho :P

I got an Ipod Touch!
also,

The World Ends With You for DS
sorry if im busy, lol.
but yeah. things are going well. Im really liking 65daysofstatic right now :)

Had a good day yesterday :)

Ill try and post more.

Its soo funny how many things worth writing here hit my head, but I forget them when I get online. I need a dictophone!

Oh and my mp3 player broke. Lame!
I know, right?

Also, Ive become converted to THIS great band

a comic I find pretty cool sometimes

marriedtothesea.com

DAMN YOU COMPUTER!
DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL!
I SHELL OUT 40 BUCKS FOR WARCRAFT 3
AND NOW DOTA WONT WORK!!!
ARRGHHH!

ITS EVEN WORSE CAUSE THE INTERNET IS FINE, JUST NOT THE GAMES'S INTERNET!


arrgh.