im delving into They Might be Giants. I honestly may not like what I find, but I must check, lol.
Also, i will be home soon.
I do not edit these at all. I just type out what I wrote down, which also wasnt edited. This blog is not me showing you (who are you, anyway?) stuff I consider perfectly formed or whatever, its just raw material. I tend to use these later on to make more fully formed things (songs, for example), but this is me sharing my first impression, sketches, and feelings with anyone and everyone.
Monday, May 19, 2008
Friday, May 16, 2008
Ok so ive got a few new songs now, all ready to go. which is pretty cool. Im also attempting to get a tan this weekend :)
So, heres a haiku.
A darker jesse
Like, with a tan, so to speak
would be hella cool
So, heres a haiku.
A darker jesse
Like, with a tan, so to speak
would be hella cool
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
T Shirt Idea:
If you can read this
Im wearing this shirt
If you can read this
Im wearing this shirt
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
So im in the process of rebuilding my music library. Its sort of, liberating and scary at the same time. its like, I get the chance to re-evaluate what music im interested in, which is cool. Still, sucks, losing my music, tho :P
Monday, May 12, 2008
I got an Ipod Touch!
also,
The World Ends With You for DS
sorry if im busy, lol.
but yeah. things are going well. Im really liking 65daysofstatic right now :)
also,
The World Ends With You for DS
sorry if im busy, lol.
but yeah. things are going well. Im really liking 65daysofstatic right now :)
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Had a good day yesterday :)
Ill try and post more.
Its soo funny how many things worth writing here hit my head, but I forget them when I get online. I need a dictophone!
Oh and my mp3 player broke. Lame!
I know, right?
Also, Ive become converted to THIS great band
Ill try and post more.
Its soo funny how many things worth writing here hit my head, but I forget them when I get online. I need a dictophone!
Oh and my mp3 player broke. Lame!
I know, right?
Also, Ive become converted to THIS great band
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Monday, May 5, 2008
DAMN YOU COMPUTER!
DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL!
I SHELL OUT 40 BUCKS FOR WARCRAFT 3
AND NOW DOTA WONT WORK!!!
ARRGHHH!
ITS EVEN WORSE CAUSE THE INTERNET IS FINE, JUST NOT THE GAMES'S INTERNET!
arrgh.
DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL!
I SHELL OUT 40 BUCKS FOR WARCRAFT 3
AND NOW DOTA WONT WORK!!!
ARRGHHH!
ITS EVEN WORSE CAUSE THE INTERNET IS FINE, JUST NOT THE GAMES'S INTERNET!
arrgh.
Friday, May 2, 2008
So now I have an RSS feed for my blog. over on your right, there is the phrase "SUBSCRIBE TO MY BRAIN". Using this, you can get whatever I post on my blog instantly updated on whatever program or service you use to subscribe to stuff. This way you do not neccecarily need to go to THIS site and check out if I have new stuff, it will automatically give you the new stuff in your RSS thingy.
New to RSS feeds? check this out.
New to RSS feeds? check this out.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
This is a piece of writing about video games in a philosophical context.
ANY COMMENTS ARE APPRECIATED! :)
A video game is simply a form of media, just like television, and yes, even books. the largest difference between video games and other media is that video games are interactive. In fact, the key trait that defines all video games is not violence, or any other aspect. It is simply that you can interact with it, affect it. Its a television show you star in, where the other actors' performances (and even the story) are affected by your actions on the show. Or, for another example, a book where the author writes you in as a character, and you tell him what your character does in each chapter, and he adjusts his story based on your input.
What causes most people grief about video games is not the fact that their children are pressing buttons in order to create their own dynamic "story" within the game of course. the problem comes in when we look at what kinds of games they are playing. all games give you choices, and all games give you different information to help you decide. when either a game gives you inane, violent, hurtful, or even hateful information and/or only gives you choices that do not give you an opportunity to affect the game morally, you get an experience that could affect more suggestible children negatively. But to be morally outraged by what you see in a game is no different than being morally outraged by what you read in a book, or watch on a screen. What I'm saying is that, like all media, the content is the key, not the medium. in fact, most games allow more flexibility when it comes to your experience, since you get to control it to varying degrees.
Now, if you have not experienced a single game that you would think has a story or morals as sophisticated as a book, this is because your child prefers a simpler, less subtle experience, like watching reality television and pro wrestling or reading the tabloids. Do not let this convince you, however, that a videogame comparable with a great work of fiction or a classic film does not exist. they do, and they are called Role Playing Games, or RPGs. the first RPG was not in a videogame form, it was in fact a sort of board game, played with pencil, paper, and dice called Dungeons and Dragons, or D&D for short.
In the media, D&D was once seen as a waste of time, dangerous, or even demonic. When you play Dungeons and Dragons, one person (called the dungeon master) is an author reading out a story he has written, describing in words what you would read if it was in a book. the interesting part comes when the author of this live book writes YOU into his fiction as a character, and then asks YOU what YOU do in the story. Your interactions change the story based on what you tell him your character does. he then advances the story live as he gets your information, using his creativity to weave a narrative around your actions. This was an early example of interactive storytelling, and it could be argued that it requires as much or even more creativity and high level thinking than passively reading a book.
The first RPG video games were an attempt to take the Dungeon Masters role and replace it with a computer. Due to technology limitations, this meant that the earliest RPGs were much less creative and epic in scope, simply because a person's imagination simply could not be translated properly with the technology they had. more than 25 years have passed since then, and through the years newer RPG games were made using better and better technology. today, teams of 25-50 writers are typically used to create an interactive story for the player, which is then transferred to the video game using more realistic and powerful hardware. The magic of a Dungeon Master's imagination creating a story that you can affect is something we will never completely obtain, but today we are closer than ever.
In the best RPGs, as in the best works of fiction, there is beauty. You fall in love with the characters you play as, and the ones you interact with. Moral themes, tough questions, epic narratives, and a story engaging enough to make a person laugh and cry can be found in these interactive novels. the beauty of interactive media such as video games is that, when made with love and care and skill and imagination, a person can experience something as amazing and transcendent as any novel or movie. the only real difference, is that when YOU are in the book, when YOU get to decide how the story plays out, you feel even more engaged in the narrative, and your experience is more personal. This leads to all the same educational and even spiritual and philosophical benefits of any creative work, and perhaps more.
I honestly and thoroughly hope that someday you will experience the joy of taking part in a transcendent RPG, a work of art where you can shape your own experience.
Its a little bit awesome when your own nostalgia for a game is just a little bit different from another person who played that same game :)
ANY COMMENTS ARE APPRECIATED!
ANY COMMENTS ARE APPRECIATED! :)
A video game is simply a form of media, just like television, and yes, even books. the largest difference between video games and other media is that video games are interactive. In fact, the key trait that defines all video games is not violence, or any other aspect. It is simply that you can interact with it, affect it. Its a television show you star in, where the other actors' performances (and even the story) are affected by your actions on the show. Or, for another example, a book where the author writes you in as a character, and you tell him what your character does in each chapter, and he adjusts his story based on your input.
What causes most people grief about video games is not the fact that their children are pressing buttons in order to create their own dynamic "story" within the game of course. the problem comes in when we look at what kinds of games they are playing. all games give you choices, and all games give you different information to help you decide. when either a game gives you inane, violent, hurtful, or even hateful information and/or only gives you choices that do not give you an opportunity to affect the game morally, you get an experience that could affect more suggestible children negatively. But to be morally outraged by what you see in a game is no different than being morally outraged by what you read in a book, or watch on a screen. What I'm saying is that, like all media, the content is the key, not the medium. in fact, most games allow more flexibility when it comes to your experience, since you get to control it to varying degrees.
Now, if you have not experienced a single game that you would think has a story or morals as sophisticated as a book, this is because your child prefers a simpler, less subtle experience, like watching reality television and pro wrestling or reading the tabloids. Do not let this convince you, however, that a videogame comparable with a great work of fiction or a classic film does not exist. they do, and they are called Role Playing Games, or RPGs. the first RPG was not in a videogame form, it was in fact a sort of board game, played with pencil, paper, and dice called Dungeons and Dragons, or D&D for short.
In the media, D&D was once seen as a waste of time, dangerous, or even demonic. When you play Dungeons and Dragons, one person (called the dungeon master) is an author reading out a story he has written, describing in words what you would read if it was in a book. the interesting part comes when the author of this live book writes YOU into his fiction as a character, and then asks YOU what YOU do in the story. Your interactions change the story based on what you tell him your character does. he then advances the story live as he gets your information, using his creativity to weave a narrative around your actions. This was an early example of interactive storytelling, and it could be argued that it requires as much or even more creativity and high level thinking than passively reading a book.
The first RPG video games were an attempt to take the Dungeon Masters role and replace it with a computer. Due to technology limitations, this meant that the earliest RPGs were much less creative and epic in scope, simply because a person's imagination simply could not be translated properly with the technology they had. more than 25 years have passed since then, and through the years newer RPG games were made using better and better technology. today, teams of 25-50 writers are typically used to create an interactive story for the player, which is then transferred to the video game using more realistic and powerful hardware. The magic of a Dungeon Master's imagination creating a story that you can affect is something we will never completely obtain, but today we are closer than ever.
In the best RPGs, as in the best works of fiction, there is beauty. You fall in love with the characters you play as, and the ones you interact with. Moral themes, tough questions, epic narratives, and a story engaging enough to make a person laugh and cry can be found in these interactive novels. the beauty of interactive media such as video games is that, when made with love and care and skill and imagination, a person can experience something as amazing and transcendent as any novel or movie. the only real difference, is that when YOU are in the book, when YOU get to decide how the story plays out, you feel even more engaged in the narrative, and your experience is more personal. This leads to all the same educational and even spiritual and philosophical benefits of any creative work, and perhaps more.
I honestly and thoroughly hope that someday you will experience the joy of taking part in a transcendent RPG, a work of art where you can shape your own experience.
Its a little bit awesome when your own nostalgia for a game is just a little bit different from another person who played that same game :)
ANY COMMENTS ARE APPRECIATED!
http://www.hometracked.com/2008/02/05/auto-tune-abuse-in-pop-music-10-examples/
Maybe Ive nailed down what I dont like about mainstream music...
Maybe Ive nailed down what I dont like about mainstream music...
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
hmm. so my blog is transforming.
I can now add audio links, which means I can give you guys songs to download, or I could even do a podcast... :) exciting stuff for me. I was thinking that in addition to providing a link to whatever audio I have here for you guys, i would also have a separate blog only with the links, a sort of archive. something to think about, at least.
seeya
}:{()
I can now add audio links, which means I can give you guys songs to download, or I could even do a podcast... :) exciting stuff for me. I was thinking that in addition to providing a link to whatever audio I have here for you guys, i would also have a separate blog only with the links, a sort of archive. something to think about, at least.
seeya
}:{()
Monday, April 28, 2008
Im up to something.
Can you feel it?
Ive got plans
and projects
And I need
to line up
all of the
DUCKS
per se,
into a
row.
Can you feel it?
Ive got plans
and projects
And I need
to line up
all of the
DUCKS
per se,
into a
row.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Last Night
Finally something worth talking about. 3 Women played a show in a restaurant in a tiny tiny village. I was there, and I recorded it. There was an old man in the back. I was standing next to him recording the show. All of a sudden, he broke out this harmonica and started softly playing along. From where I was standing his volume matched the sound on stage. It was amazing! This man has many stories to tell- he came from Switzerland, many many stories. I told the women on stage after the show what I had done, they want to hear it now. I was transfixed while they were playing. Basically I had a great time :)
Finally something worth talking about. 3 Women played a show in a restaurant in a tiny tiny village. I was there, and I recorded it. There was an old man in the back. I was standing next to him recording the show. All of a sudden, he broke out this harmonica and started softly playing along. From where I was standing his volume matched the sound on stage. It was amazing! This man has many stories to tell- he came from Switzerland, many many stories. I told the women on stage after the show what I had done, they want to hear it now. I was transfixed while they were playing. Basically I had a great time :)
Friday, April 25, 2008
East Hastings has a horribly jarring ending, like someone is sticking a robot mosquito in your ear and then twisting it around. And yet, this is the best song right now. I fucking love it.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
to the tune of spout/beg by colourbook
fuck it man. Im drunk and I had a good time. except I didnt have a good time at all. the tequila was fun and the friends were nice, but I didnt feel it. I havent felt it in a long time. Maybe its the song, maybe its something else, but I find myself wishing you were in danger. wishing you were in trouble. wishing you hurt yourself. wishing you fucked yourself up, so that no one else loved you. then, I could come, and you would know I loved you all along. I could come, and save you. You would have to realize that I loved you all along. That YOU love me. that is why people like the movies. the movies fucking arrange life so that two people can be in love. the fucking circumstances mean soo much. I want to embrace what I feel when I think of you in another person, but I havent been able to yet. I want to make you understand, but I think you already know. Why am I so convinced that you still love me? why does everything I experience in life that resembles beauty or inspiration make me think of the clumsy stupid times we had? the days and nights of notes and fumbling. the excited crazyness of yourself. I had you FIRST. you learned from me. dont ever forget that I learned from you. dont ever forget the rooftop. dont ever forget what I said. I meant every word. Im over here to get over you. It hasnt worked so far. know anyone like you? am I spoiled? why am I drawn to sabotage? my love has turned selfish. leave me alone. you cant, though. you need to run, because I cant leave you alone.
fuck it man. Im drunk and I had a good time. except I didnt have a good time at all. the tequila was fun and the friends were nice, but I didnt feel it. I havent felt it in a long time. Maybe its the song, maybe its something else, but I find myself wishing you were in danger. wishing you were in trouble. wishing you hurt yourself. wishing you fucked yourself up, so that no one else loved you. then, I could come, and you would know I loved you all along. I could come, and save you. You would have to realize that I loved you all along. That YOU love me. that is why people like the movies. the movies fucking arrange life so that two people can be in love. the fucking circumstances mean soo much. I want to embrace what I feel when I think of you in another person, but I havent been able to yet. I want to make you understand, but I think you already know. Why am I so convinced that you still love me? why does everything I experience in life that resembles beauty or inspiration make me think of the clumsy stupid times we had? the days and nights of notes and fumbling. the excited crazyness of yourself. I had you FIRST. you learned from me. dont ever forget that I learned from you. dont ever forget the rooftop. dont ever forget what I said. I meant every word. Im over here to get over you. It hasnt worked so far. know anyone like you? am I spoiled? why am I drawn to sabotage? my love has turned selfish. leave me alone. you cant, though. you need to run, because I cant leave you alone.
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