hey cool kids
please dont overlook us
we dont look as happy
and we arent as easy to love
but please dont overlook us
hey cool kids
we know how it feels
and when your nice faces say the words about the times it felt like that
and how it seperates you guys in a nice way
well, we feel that too
we just cant put on the nice face and say it like you.
so, cool kids,
please dont overlook us
we have so much in common!
I do not edit these at all. I just type out what I wrote down, which also wasnt edited. This blog is not me showing you (who are you, anyway?) stuff I consider perfectly formed or whatever, its just raw material. I tend to use these later on to make more fully formed things (songs, for example), but this is me sharing my first impression, sketches, and feelings with anyone and everyone.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
ive got so many questions
like
why did you stop talking to me when I stopped talking to you?
didnt you know that I only stopped initiating the conversation because I wanted YOU to come to ME?
and what does it mean that you wouldnt come to me if I stopped coming to you?
where does motivation come from? what affects it? what kind of people motivate me?
what kind of people take away my motivation? which kind am I to you?
where do moods come from? why do bad moods come at the least convienient times?
why am I happy when being sad makes more sense?
why am I sad when being happy would make things go so much more smoothly?
why arent I more productive?
why am I capable of imagining intense, dramatic, nervous energy-creating experiences?
like
why did you stop talking to me when I stopped talking to you?
didnt you know that I only stopped initiating the conversation because I wanted YOU to come to ME?
and what does it mean that you wouldnt come to me if I stopped coming to you?
where does motivation come from? what affects it? what kind of people motivate me?
what kind of people take away my motivation? which kind am I to you?
where do moods come from? why do bad moods come at the least convienient times?
why am I happy when being sad makes more sense?
why am I sad when being happy would make things go so much more smoothly?
why arent I more productive?
why am I capable of imagining intense, dramatic, nervous energy-creating experiences?
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