Fuck Dead Blogs!
Fuck EM!

Ive been browsing all these dead blogs, and Im thinking,

What the hell? you are cool! im curious about you! you posted once a coupla months ago and never did it again? aww...

I figured doing Katimavik would help me get to that point where I feel like life sorta "sinks in".
although I cant say for sure, I think im feeling something like this now. I think I know what I want to do. I cant for the life of me figure out what that is specifically, but I think a lot of the mental and emotional aspects of finding your path are working out for me, better than ever before maybe.

GOOD MOOD!

I CAUGHT YOU!

smiles and similes.
laughs for me! laughs for you!
its the kind of happy due to knowledge, not ignorance. a sublime feeling that you get from facing life instead of running from it. Im such a teenager sometimes, my swingy mood. Is it melodrama when you genuinely mean it? Probably BUT STILL.

I would rather help those who want than those who need. Those who need
but do not want do not have the will to change. Those who want but do
not need once did need, but through their own will came to a place
where need haunted them no more. To continue to want at that point is
not selfish; it is merely what comes naturally to those who spend
their lives looking for joy and peace and understanding. A true need
has nothing to do with your will, it is only conceded with your means
and your circumstances. Therefore a true want is not a selfish thing,
in fact to want in this sense is to desire life- to do what you can to
acheive what brings you joy and pease and love and understanding

Decemberists video

this video is sort of a culmination of fanservice happy awesomeness about the Decemberists.. so if its your thing, enjoy.

When I heard that song
I checked the date
If It was last month
Then how, HOW
Did it reminisce so well
This life, that story?

im delving into They Might be Giants. I honestly may not like what I find, but I must check, lol.
Also, i will be home soon.