Something sad I caught myself thinking:

Whats the point of being alone if everyone things you are just feeling sorry for yourself?

Yeah. ironic how im thinking about other peoples impressions of me when im thinking about being alone.

so strange
that
being a loner
is a part of who I am
just as much as being
a needy person.

i think
a
shift
of sorts is happening.

I come out of myself, kicking and screaming, showing people things in my head. Trying to be understood. Accepted. et cetera!

Trying to share how it feels to experience certain things.

For various reasons -both my own and otherwise- I feel like its not working.
so. I need to improve my own understanding of this mind exploding cosmic thing im aware of dimly. I need some time to muse. Some isolation. reduction of distractions. I think thats one reason I removed the video games from my PC. Im going to get a better sense of myself, and hope

Get Nice

By Spoon.

A good album. proggy, in that you really need to hear the whole thing for it to "work". go listen to it and lemme know how you liked it!

I am sick of stupid people.

I dunno. I was just reading up on wireless energy transfer, and we now have the technology to power most household electronics wirelessly - with zero harm to people. your computer, and all things your computer would plug into-keyboards, monitor, speakers, all that stuff- could be WIRELESSLY powered. this brings up a lot of really cool possibilities. anyhoo, when I get caught up in cool stuff like this, I cant help but annoyed with people online talking ignorantly about stupid shit.

Random Facebook thought

Ok, so, you cant post on a group or band page or event or whatever unless you join or plan to attend it. So, people who really dislike the subject matter dont really get heard, because they dont want to support it by joining.

Basically, thats means its an echo chamber of people who agree with each other.

Man.

ive recorded something.

yes.