I was playing piano on Bashu's keyboard while sitting at the computer, and when someone messaged me, I accidentally tried to type on the musical keyboard!!
random
I do not edit these at all. I just type out what I wrote down, which also wasnt edited. This blog is not me showing you (who are you, anyway?) stuff I consider perfectly formed or whatever, its just raw material. I tend to use these later on to make more fully formed things (songs, for example), but this is me sharing my first impression, sketches, and feelings with anyone and everyone.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Friday, December 5, 2008
Whats a useful way to get rid of anger?
I can get worked up something fierce sometimes.
yeah.
Also,
hmm.
Im working now!
Goals:
Microphones, notepads, computers, loop pedals, smiles, and ideas.
Nah, more!
more than that, I want soo much from everyone. I get more than most, and I want more. I want to be surprised. I want to be caught up in something. I want to WIN. I want to be heard. I dont want to have to take anyone's shit. EVER. I want to fantasize out loud, in the hopes that it might just come true by telling people about it. I want respect. I want to be proud of things I do. I want to smile more. I smile now, though. Its not hopeless. I just get caught up in nostalgia sometimes. I think I may be a romantic, and I'm caught up in things that make me happy and hurt me.
I can get worked up something fierce sometimes.
yeah.
Also,
hmm.
Im working now!
Goals:
Microphones, notepads, computers, loop pedals, smiles, and ideas.
Nah, more!
more than that, I want soo much from everyone. I get more than most, and I want more. I want to be surprised. I want to be caught up in something. I want to WIN. I want to be heard. I dont want to have to take anyone's shit. EVER. I want to fantasize out loud, in the hopes that it might just come true by telling people about it. I want respect. I want to be proud of things I do. I want to smile more. I smile now, though. Its not hopeless. I just get caught up in nostalgia sometimes. I think I may be a romantic, and I'm caught up in things that make me happy and hurt me.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Compare the importance of expressing yourself for yourself with the importance of being understood.
its like, ok, ive written a song or something. I play it, and I like the way it sounds. ive satisfied my personal needs now. but what compels me to play it for people, talk about it, put it online etc?
funny thing about expression for me, its like I need to show it to people. Like i dont fully understand my expression, so I put it out in public so people can see. maybe they can help me understand it.
its like, ok, ive written a song or something. I play it, and I like the way it sounds. ive satisfied my personal needs now. but what compels me to play it for people, talk about it, put it online etc?
funny thing about expression for me, its like I need to show it to people. Like i dont fully understand my expression, so I put it out in public so people can see. maybe they can help me understand it.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Had a good conversation on the bus today, Thanks, seth!
Did you know that I love love love Sergio Leone? His movies connect with me on a level I really like feeling. I'm watching "Once Upon A Time in the West" with commentary for the first time.
Yeah!
if you want the movie, i can lend it to you.
:)
Yeah!
if you want the movie, i can lend it to you.
:)
Monday, December 1, 2008
This is fuckin hilarious! and they are from BC too.
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