man I swear some days I wake up and its like im in a different life. everything around feels wrong, and I have no idea why. nothing to blame, nothing in particular to point a finger at. just.. uneasy. i think sometimes being a romantic kind of wears me down. I go out at night expecting to have random encounters with people ive never met that change my life. I mean, that HAS happened, and probably more often than I think, but I want more. arrgh.